I am really missing someone because I feel the energy of him dreaming about me, and he misses me a lot

I am really missing someone because I feel the energy of him dreaming about me, and he misses me a lot. But I don't want to contact him because he made me mad because he was late. And I think he already learned his lesson. The feeling of sadness yesterday was uncomfortable but transformed beautifully, and that makes the richest of life experiences. The feeling of being lovesick is also kind of good, not dark. Civilization 0 perceives as yes or no, like or dislike, because of confused consciousness. My consciousness is so beautiful that it transformed everything to the taste of Heaven on Earth.

I love God and God's people.