I don't want sweet man that is full of fear and doubt in himself

I don't want sweet man that is full of fear and doubt in himself. Fear is behind/ late for The New Heaven. I want a man who were hurt left and right, up and down in all areas of life but still choose righteousness and win, that type of man will never hurt my feelings even once. I love God and I trust in God’s best plan for me. If you are my soulmate, the universe will communicate to me 24/7 wether I like it or not, and vice versa. Love God.