I was looking to get a fat cat online, but couldn't find one nearby that has a face I like

I was looking to get a fat cat online, but couldn't find one nearby that has a face I like; they look kinda sad. I've also never taken care of a fat cat before. Then God showed me to look in the mirror and said: " This is the cutest Cat( my year) that I love.  Awe. Love God and the Truth that set me free. Hehe.