Yesterday, I felt inspired to watch a few videos

Yesterday, I felt inspired to watch a few videos; the result was so much sadness and pain relating to their unhealed trauma. On the other hand, they are better off with peaceful people/community watching their video. I had to meditate to get rid of that inner trauma of theirs, but I see how they deserve the exchange of energy. They have good integrity and are kind to people. 

Later last night, out of fear, I thought I would not want any worldly people to be in my life and exchange my energy like that, because it might be too much, especially those who are “all over the place” in this world. Peace and clarity are perfect; nothing impermanent in this world can compare. 

Then this morning, this video showed up. I am still listening. The Speaker is actually the one Trump said was the “real deal” when his father took him to the Sermon of this Pastor.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjcSt0Sw4tw

When it comes to love, this is the one you should get information from, because he lived it with the soulmate who was by his side throughout his time honoring/loving God by helping spread God’s love to mankind. They were true soulmates. 

In recent years, I was not really interested in any worldly relationships, because I was focusing on helping people and on enjoying wisdom. There was one that I would sometimes hang out with because he is pure and loving, but I told him, "This is just for my healing through entering blissful states through intimacy. Besides meditation, this is one of the ways I balance my energy, keeping it high so I can keep helping people. There is no serious relationship between you and me, ok?" That was how not nice I was, very sorry. However, my Seers, while helping me heal people unconditionally with legit results. God also let these Prophets/seers see about my one-of-a-kind soulmate, and when they told me, my mouth almost watered because the way they described it is so beautiful.  I have to be honest, until this day, I still am not certain who that person exactly is. But when I meet him, the sky will reveal it; that is what happens when I meet my people from Heaven here on Earth. Back then in San Jose, the sky turned golden, and no one knew why, but I know. That date, I met one of my soul families who has a mission to work with me, helping humans on Earth. Later on, she became one of the seers ( legit one). God only let me see parts of the journey every time I enter the spirit world, part of it is to test my faith and keep my journey interesting. Since all that the seers and I see through God’s light are coming forth, that actually makes me very excited about who that person is, and because it is so beautiful, I want to experience it in person. I have been making jokes about love all over the place, and somehow I feel like the universe always answers such childlike jokes with a cute response, inspiring my whole community to love their life and people more. Recently, I am a bit scared to enter the spirit world, not because it is scary, seeing how darkness is being removed from earth, it is mainly because how beautiful it is that my normal person can not handle to perceive such beauty/glorious plan of God. Anyhow, that is how I confess to God for today, not to any of you, because there is nothing wrong with believing in my legitimate vision and God’s beautiful plan for me. I hope that you are all happy for one another’s blessings, just as you would like to see people happy for your true love and other blessings from God for Heaven on Earth for you and your loved ones.